Monday, 17 June 2013

MOTIVATE ME

#2 - MOTIVATE ME

I am the type that if something goes on for long enough I get bored.  I can't help it I guess I'm the typical Sagi.  I need to constantly be stimulated by a lot of things, be it stress or what not as long as it is stimulating then I'm all for it.  This Diploma was by far the hardest thing I have ever had to study for.  A lot of late nights and feeling like an absolute loser!  I am so proud that I can finally say that I have a Diploma in Graphic Design.  It's a huge achievement.  Now that I have it, I can't believe that I have to stick it out for another 2 years here so I can gain my Bachelor Degree in Media Design.  No doubt it will be hard and I'm already looking for alternative schools as I really want a scholarship and to be challenged in my final year. 

What does all this prove?  Yes, I will need to research, reason with the Lord, pray and talk with my husband who I know has my best interests at heart.  Him and I are quite different because I always doubt my capabilities and not trust my talents and abilities but I'm looking forward to finishing a Degree and having that back up behind me!  So yes interesting it shall be for me.  I'm now starving at school trying to finish my assignments and looking at time fly by.  Tonight I will relax so that my creative juices can rest and counsel with the Lord about my education and my life.  I want to be great.  I know that much, but I also need to keep motivated. 

I never thought I'd be able to go back to school again.  People told me, especially family, that I was too old and that I had a student loan that was huge.  Well, all things aside I want to hang this in my room to say that I have achieved this and will be set to achieve even more.  I can do that!  YES!

Lesson learned today:  All the settings in my mind are made by me and I have the power to change them.  Everything good that is yet to come your way is forged by the consequences you choose.  So choose the right.



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